To be honest, needing people in your life is tiring but also having people in your life is more tiring .
how could it be a two sided knife ? , its basically because when we like someone – on any level wether it was friendship, relationship … etc – also when you hate someone; its defiantly a big butterfly effect on your life and to be precise hating someone is actually better than liking them because at least it is a valid feeling that is imprinted within you and they cannot hurt you, ever.
but on the other hand when it comes to people that you actually like, when their feelings are not validated not even by a small shot ? it takes you places of questioning your self , is this my place ? is this even the correct place ? , you think about walking away sometimes but then you think , no its a healthy environment that you actually thought it can be a good thing to have, but maybe its time to say that its an environment that you actually thought it can be a good thing to “had”, i know the statement is wrong but I also know that its correct.
maybe its your time to walk away , maybe not disappear ; but walk away.